My brother. That was his true name, as Blues is mine. I didn't give anyone it before, because it should be his choice. But he is gone now. And I'm alone.

[And alone with Rock gone is very different from not spending a lot of time with Rock. Very different.]

My eyes hurt from crying at night. And my head too. IT has been a while and it still hurts.

[Suzaku, know it or not, has unlocked the deeper emotional connection level.]